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Well yesterday I had found out some really bad news. My real mom in California had passed away last Tuesday. She was struck by a car and it was a hit and run. I never really had contact with my mom, since she lives all the way in California and I haven't seen her since I was like 3 years old. Right now I am just going to try and do what I can do to get my emotions together. The worst part was when I found out I did not cry at all. So my week has been not going so good. Next week is the funeral and I wont be able to make it which hurts me so much. I really wish I would have gotten to know my real mom, but she never really wanted anything to do with me.